Yeah, it's only been a few months, but I feel I need to post this again.
Especially since Sniper joined way after me and almost instantly got admin, and when I ask you guys what he did to prove he wouldn't screw it up, you say "I don't know." But I feel as though I've proven myself enough so that if I were to get admin, and you were asked why, your answer would not be "I don't know." Yet I still haven't gotten admin. What gives? Is there some kind of secret pick on Cad thing going on?
I know what Evil and Scanner and maybe others are going to say: If I keep whining about it, I won't get it. Well, I've been in the clan without doing anything douchebaggy for almost a year, and not including this topic, I've only whined about admin once, and that was for the same reason I posted this topic. I think I'm entitled to remind you guys every once in a while that it should at least be considered whether I deserve it, and that I want it.
And if Evil says anything other than stop whining, it'll be "I don't know," like just now, right? If you don't know why not, then why not? What could I do to screw up admin that I would do? And don't forget about Arson, who got admin by whining all the time, says everyone besides Arson, and has abused it many times. If he can have it, and if a new guy like Sniper can get it for the reason called "I don't know," why not me?
And since we're talking about respect, why can't I be American on the poster? The shut up Cad thing on TS has stopped long ago, yeah, but I still feel like everyone likes me about as much as they like Arson or Tioga because practically every post I've made in the last two or three months was shot down or put down, and not just by Arson, and the poster was purposely made with me as NK.
EDIT: OK, now after talking to you guys more I find that people get admin by not asking for it, and that you were thinking about it until I asked tonight. Am I the only one here that finds this as complete BULLSHIT? [I've waited longer than anyone in the clan] (stupid comment right there) and have done nothing but good things. I never asked for admin until now, and I'm only asking now because I've done more than anyone else. What the fuck does it take, man??? And why does Scanner keep saying that I spend 90% of the time on TS arguing with people or "saying that I'm not something?" I haven't done that shit any more than anyone else and I'm sick of this crap always being brought up. Is it because I was not the only one, but the most recent one to not realize you weren't singling me out when you wanted silence in the TS?
Not only am I not getting what I deserve, but by questioning the complete bullshit being thrown at me I'm making it worse, which is unfair. This isn't the damn army. And on top of it, a lot of people have been hypocritical and judging me heavily on actions I almost never do, actions which they do as much as me, ever since I joined. I just don't understand why I don't get as much respect as I deserve, don't get the admin I've worked harder than most admins for, and are singled out for annoying things that everyone has done no less than I.
And now Scanner says if I don't whine about it for 6 months then I can have it. Well, I can totally do that, but should I? When I went far more than 6 months before this topic and was ignored, and while [I doubt any more admins here than one or two got admin in 6 months or more] (stupid comment right there). Scanner, don't bullshit me, don't come up with excuses to stop my "whining" wihich is less whining and more like asking questions until I'm not ignored, and don't tell me the lie that I do annoying things on TS all the time like whine, argue, etc., because I damn don't.