Something needs to be done to get Holy to fucking stop picking on me. Just anything, because I can't take it anymore. Holy, I come in TS to hang out and have fun, then you come in every night and just fucking ruin my day. You get me all riled up and make me feel horrible, then you get me to piss everyone else off and then I'm the outcast who doesn't get to hang out with anybody. It fucking sucks. And guys, I know you don't like hearing that shit when you're playing, but cut me a little slack here. I'm constantly getting picked on by someone I used to think was great and fun to hang out with. I'm sitting here feeling betrayed, sad, pissed, and all these negative emotions and whenever I defend myself from Holy I get yelled at from everyone else. So what, you don't mind hearing Holy diss me but as soon as I talk hell has broken loose? And Evil, in fact, everyone, stop fucking telling me not to whine or complain. I whine and complain because I get ALL THE SHIT. Nobody else gets picked on like I do here, and nobody's cutting me any slack. And I don't get to take a Crysis death lying down, or else everyone starts picking on me for sucking. You know what? I'm a casual player. At a ping of 200 my KDR will be 0.5. And I'm fucking fine with it. I'm fucking fine with myself. I will not constantly think of some kind of excuse as to how I died, since you make fun of me for something no matter what I do anyway. I really wish I could say, it's just the internet, I'll ditch these guys and find some new friends, but I've been here for a year, I've made a lot of friends here. I don't like that it's being fucked up.
