The following is my opinion only and does not represent anyone else associating themselves with OSF or CoP.
You're were a really good player. It's a shame that every time you joined us on TS, it was totally awkward for us. I mean, you portrayed yourself as one of CoP's founders, which put me and probably a few other long time members in weird positions. Some members were always a large part of CoP, there everyday participating. You seemed to leave CoP for a long time. However, when you returned to CoP, I felt weird having a higher rank than you when you joined before me and supposedly helped to form the clan. If I remember correctly, you didn't always use a rank in front of your name as everyone else did, and I didn't feel right asking you to use your rank, as it was anyones call as to what rank you really were. I think the thing that pissed some of us off was the way you and your friends would join TS and make no attempt to be a part of the team. For example, there were times when you and your bro and his friends would sit in your own channel, secluded from everyone else in TS, even though we were all in the same game server. That didn't send a good message to anyone. In fact, it was downright confusing at times. For example, some new members would join and ask about you and your real life friends. There were always questions about whether you were a part of CoP or not. Well, it seemed like you were because you wore CoP tags in the game, but your CoP rank was always a mystery, and it was a much larger mystery when it came to your brother and his friends (or Alex's friends or whoever they were).
Obviously, it wouldn't have made any sense for you to dissociate yourself from real life friends in order become more of a "regular" member in CoP, but I think that's what was needed. After all, your association with your brother didn't help you at all. For the record, I do not think you cheated. However, I do believe your brother did. I know you and him have specifically told me multiple times that he did not hack, but I flat out don't believe him, sorry. He was a pretty average, maybe below average player until one day when he claimed to log out of the game. Minutes later, he came back under a different name and started playing like a totally different player. I believe I was playing with ZeAlotZ at the time. I felt as though this was a typical hacker in the server, so I spectated as he shot ZeAlotZ with an smg from incredible distances and killed me with an smg while I was in a moving truck hundreds of meters away. This pinpoint accuracy continued for quite awhile. I feel bad for mentioning Rod-Serling here, but he was absolutely sure that he was cheating and continuously pressured me to ban him from the server. Rod would log on to xfire everyday and ask if I finally decided to ban him. I never did. It didn't help that his screen shots mysteriously bagan failing repeatedly around this same time that he became very very good at Crysis. I liked your brother and thought he was a nice guy, but there's no explanation for how he went from an average joe to the first place player on our team when we played against 760 (correct me if I'm wrong, we may have been scrimming against some other team, not 760). After that round, the opposing team's leader even questioned who your brother was and if he was always in CoP. I was very worried that he was about to accuse him of hacking, fortunately, that's where the questions ended. Anyways, you said that you have no respect for PointGaurd because he once hacked, but you should know that your own brother definitely used hacks in our own server multiple times. If he were to fess up right now and just admit that he hacked, I would actually gain more respect for him because he has the balls to tell the truth, as PointGaurd and Holy both have done.
Ultimately, the thing that ruined your chances of ever becoming a regular CoP member was your attitude. The "Original Five" controversy did not sit well with many of us, including myself. It almost seemed like you were trying to exclude yourself from the rest of us when you claimed to be one of the founders of CoP.
Anyways, what you need to understand is that it was not anyone's mission to make you look like a hacker. In fact, I defended you endlessly against those who claimed that you were a cheater. In fact, I think you will be hard-pressed to find a single person that votes for the "hacker" option in your poll and is 100% sure of it. This next part is important and is something that I think you've always failed to understand. What got you exiled from CoP was not the idea that you were a cheater, it was your fundamentally flawed position in CoP. I believe that was the basis of everything that went wrong for you.